Feel sick...
Nov. 8th, 2010 12:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wigglewhiz...tomorrow marks one week from my interview with Company E, who said they would let me know "within the week". And today I'm just a ball of undirected nervous energy. I have butterflies in my stomach. I feel sick.
(Not sick enough to have avoided GAINING 0.7 KILOS this week though. FUCK.)
I've spent the whole weekend (when I wasn't busy ranting about yesterday's post) fretting over the interview - they were only interviewing people on Tuesday and Wednesday. So when Friday came and went and my referees hadn't been contacted, should I have assumed it's Bad News and I'm screwed yet again? Or do I try to be optimistic? Or middle ground, accepting (how very Zen) and just wait until the fat lady sings?
I'm naturally a little pessimistic, and a lot impatient. The waiting is getting to me, it really is. I've tried distraction - tidying the house, surfing the interwebs, watching YouTube clips. I really should be trying to do my workout, but I just can't focus on it. My heart's in my mouth and I just wish I could CALM THE FUCK DOWN.
(Not sick enough to have avoided GAINING 0.7 KILOS this week though. FUCK.)
I've spent the whole weekend (when I wasn't busy ranting about yesterday's post) fretting over the interview - they were only interviewing people on Tuesday and Wednesday. So when Friday came and went and my referees hadn't been contacted, should I have assumed it's Bad News and I'm screwed yet again? Or do I try to be optimistic? Or middle ground, accepting (how very Zen) and just wait until the fat lady sings?
I'm naturally a little pessimistic, and a lot impatient. The waiting is getting to me, it really is. I've tried distraction - tidying the house, surfing the interwebs, watching YouTube clips. I really should be trying to do my workout, but I just can't focus on it. My heart's in my mouth and I just wish I could CALM THE FUCK DOWN.
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Date: 2010-11-08 12:02 am (UTC)There is a possibility that something just came up and they've been unable to make the calls. Also, it's very possible that you're perhaps second choice and they are awaiting a decision from the other applicant, who is like some kind of super high flying can-do-everything person currently looking at a bunch of offers. When super high flyer says "no can do" they will then call you and offer...
*fingers crossed*
Not having a job is so fucking frustrating...
Do you have a bath? Long soaky bath can be nice.